Wednesday, 23 March 2011

A lack of... I don't know what.

It seems that despite having a great day yesterday, I am feeling particularly blargh today. Perhaps it's too much sun for my liking or the lack of company. Maybe it's the music I'm listening to or the lack of sleep I had last night. I find myself struggling to find the words I want to write to make it worth reading. I have no desire to eat or drink. I've found myself just standing, staring at nothing for minutes, no thought in my mind.

And when I do hold a thought, my emotions seems all askew. In the space of the last hour and a half, I have wanted to laugh, to yell, to cry, to love and to say nothing at all. My soul seems restless and absent at the same time.

I just don't know...

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